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Sunday, October 21, 2007
I have a lot of anxiety about going back to work tomorrow.

I hate my job. And I mean that in every sense of the word. Hate. Hate is defined as to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest. I intensely dislike the type of work I do. Sitting in front of a computer for 8 hours a day is a death sentence to a guy like me. I have extreme aversion for most of the people I have to do work for (the franchisees), and I think starting tomorrow I'll start acting hostile towards my co-workers. (Just kidding. I still remain pleasant despite the fact that I hate my job). What makes tomorrow worse than your normal Monday, is that I will now be leaving TWO babies at home. I'm really depressed about it, and I wish I had more time than the week that I just had off (although I am VERY thankful that I at least had that week). I can't wait to move to Sacramento and leave everything about the bay area (except my grandmother and church) behind.

Also, I'm going to start swimming again tomorrow. I'm going to get up at 5:45 and swim 45 minutes a day. There are a lot of reasons why, so here are the main ones. Right now I am the heaviest I've ever been, at 172 pounds. When just 3 years ago I was down to 148. Years from now I want my girls to look at pictures of me and say "Wow Dad you looked bigger back then", not "Wow Dad you used to be so skinny back then". I also just want to start looking better. Now with the lack of sleep I'm getting, and having to work more, I've developed some pretty poor eating and exercise habits. Thank God I have an extremely high metabolism, because I should weigh a TON more than I do right now. So I just want to start working out and eating better so the dark circles under my eyes aren't so prominent.

Man I really hate that I have to go to work tomorrow. Maybe I will be hostile....
posted by Ricky @ 6:59 PM  
  • At 10/21/2007 07:31:00 PM, Blogger Smith said…

    Fine, leave us behind and erase us from your memories!!! We already have WAY too many friends anyway. Get some sleep before you blog and start hurting peoples feelings.

  • At 10/21/2007 08:17:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    You're slouching and making yourself look wayyyyyyyyyyy worse than you actually do.
    And oh, when I gave birth to you both nipples were level!
    But anyway, I'll challenge you. Let's see who can lose 10 pounds first. Me? Or you? Wanna make the loser pay for DINNER?

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